I go through phases where I don’t want to talk to anyone and it’s horrible because I know that I’m missing out on all these amazing people and I know that even when that phases passes and I’m ready to talk again my relationships with them won’t go back to how they once were. I know that, but I can’t help it. I can’t force myself to speak.
The one thing tumblr has taught me is that I have no right to speak to women in any capacity and if I ever look at a woman or try to be friendly to one I’m plotting to knock them out and drag them to my rape cavern
- me to all my friends: YOU CAN DO IT. YOU MAKE YOUR OWN LIFE. LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER. COME ON!!!
- me to myself: you fucking piece of shit you will amount to nothing nothing is worth it your feelings are irrational go sleep for 22 hours
Can’t do it, man.